Tuesday, September 8, 2009

It's been a few days...okay, a week and some..

I'm so stressed out that I have hives ALL OVER. I itch so bad that I have a huge rash on my neck and under my chin, I have scratched so much I have bruises. Today I picked up some medicine to try to help, if this doesn't work I'll have to try to go to the health department. Which brings me to my next subject...the fact that some democrats are trying to push the plans for people like us and those who make up to 66K with a family of 4 will have to pay between 1,500 and 3,800 in fines if they don't have insurance. Okay, my place of work has insurance and it SUCKS. I've said this before and I'll say it again, they should cancel their insurance for the Indiana employees so we can get on HIP. It would be cheaper and we would get more benefits. I hate to say this, but it is the reason I started working there and if this plan goes into affect, it will be the reason that I will have to leave. I'm not going to have most of my check used for insurance that will only cover 10,000 MAX. That won't even cover an accident or anything serious, let alone a year. I'm not going to stress over it, it isn't worth it, I've got enough to stress over.

I've sorta been accused of cheating at my WT studies. Now, while I admit that this could be a misunderstanding on the sisters part as she is not "hip" on current technology. All the same, it was wrong for her to say what she did. Now, I know that Jehovah has told us not to let there be a divid among us, so I will forgive the situtation, however it has caused a futher situation that has negative results. I will discuss this with the brothers, the technology is available, why wouldn't we be allowed to use it? Especially if it is benefitting us?

I found out that for the firt time in nealy 6 years my mother has decided that she wants to meet her grandkids. How am I suppose to react to this? I'm still processing that she is going to die, she is really really sick. She slipped back into a coma Monday before last and when she woke up had a revalaiton that she wanted to see the boys. I'm nervous, quite frankly I'd rather not do this, but will I regret it? In a few years when she is gone will I have remorse? Can I say that I've done the Christian thing?

These are things that are causing the hives, life has been a roller coaster right now, I'd like to find a different ride that is a lot more fun, how about a merry-go-round or the one of those with the swings, that's always nice.

Well I need to get to eating dinner, we are having chili, fritos and chips, (chips, chili and cheese) YUMMY! Don't knock it till you try it, it's great!

Katy

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