What the heck?

Okay, now I'm really starting to get confused. Today was rough at work. It wasn't a fun day, it was hard and stressful, it was a day and now it is over. That being said, now I come home to surf the net for a bit and find that a conversation I had today has in my opinion been blown out of porportion. K~ What is going on? Now I'm supposidly your friend? I simply called you to ask if you had her number. If she didn't have a phone, I wouldn't have called you so obviously she has a phone. You talk to people there that I don't, even after hours. I thought that perhaps you might have her number as in maybe she contacted you or gave it to you one day for work related purposes. It isn't like I think you two hang out or have cocktails, I know that isn't you. I know her husband died, we wanted to make sure she has what she needs right now. Someone couldn't find her number and wanted to make sure she is okay. Her husband was young, for this to happen at any age is horrible to imagine, but especially at such a young age. And for the recond, I called you when no one else was looking, if anyone knew I was on the phone they wouldn't have known it was you, nor did anyone pickup the phone as I would've heard it, why do you think that I would set you up like that? As far as my comment about proving a point, you are the one that said that you weren't going to come back until after your conference. I don't know what all happened that day in the office, I was trying to take orders and trying to, as much as possible, prevent customers from hearing the yelling. I have been working hard to help get to the bottom of this, trying to tell everyone that this is outside of your character, that in all the time I have known you, you have never done anything like this. I thought that your point was that you were coming back after conference, was that you were standing firm on your statments of what you said, and that you aren't going to back down and let anyone treat you like crap. I know that this is out of the circumstances of normal day to day we are short, we need someone to fill in. Someone had to replace you on the schedule for last night and tonight due to the situtation and circumstances, which had already been taken care of before I even knew which way was up after all the drama. I told you going into working there, that it would be very possible that you wouldn't like it. We are different, bullies pick on people who are different. If you felt cut off in the conversation we had today, it was simply because someone probably walked in, not that I cared if they knew we were talking, cutting you off was not the intentions. The only reason anyone knew that I talked to you was because they saw me talking to you and then overheard the tail end of our conversation, which I then had to explain. You can remain less than impressed if you feel you must, I've tried to stick up for you, and was waiting to be able to call you tonight or talk to you on Monday about the progress I've made, but I feel that point may be mute. Bottom line, I apologize I inconvenienced you, it was my mistake. I guess the question is now, do you feel so little impressed of me that you feel you need to find someone else to take care of your animals while you are away? I'm hoping that your remarks are simply that you misunderstood what I was trying to get at today and that you are having a rough week with everything going on at work, the stress of your construction at home and getting ready for your conference. I guess all in all, this is getting out of control.

At the beginning to the end of this day, I have my arms held up saying, "What the heck?" The day was so rough, and so busy at work. I tried to do something to help someone and now I'm being slammed for it. It seems that I can't do anything right for anyone anymore, what is going on? Time to re-evaluate things in my life. This SUCKS, I'm going to go out in my garden and see if I can pull up some things that have died, perhaps I can plant some more food for my family I'm sure they will appreciate any effort that I put into helping and loving them. Perhaps the day isn't a total loss, perhaps I can please someone afterall...we'll see.

Sadly,
K