Can anyone guess what this might mean? Could you guess how long swimming pool tue has lasted? Okay, it started about 3 or 4 weeks ago...I'm thinking it was more like 3. We told Sunshine that we would go to swim on tue. With his ASD, we have to explain things a bit differently. He understands his days as wake up, good night = one day. So we told him that we'd go swimming after a good night, wake up, good night, wake up, swimming. Then it was too cold to go swimming, it was horrible...now it is swimming pool tuesday...EVERYDAY. Saturday I told him that it couldn't be swimming pool Tue since it was Sat. He said, "Okay, Swimming Pool Saturday!" Darn it, he's getting smart.
I rec'd some info in the mail today...and I'm going to go apply for a new job Mon or Tue, I'm not so sure when they are open. It is basically for a breast feeding advocate locally. It will only be 10 hours per week, monthly classes and so on. On top of all of this, I am trying to set up my own not-for-profit agency. I'm going to unveil it as soon as I can secure the website. Thankfully Duck is taking web design next month and he will help me build the website for it. It is so sad to see how people are dying and starving daily because of the lack of food, so why not help them? How much food did you throw away today? Working in a restaurant, it kills me to see how much food we toss, food that could feed 15-20 hungry people. It is so sad that our restaurant, which corporate wide claims to be eco-friendlier, is so lying. They don't even recycle their cardboard. It is so sad. Then I look like the freak who takes it all home to use it. Sure, I'll take home all the plastics to either recycle at home or take to recycle.
The canning of the zuch and squash didn't go so well. While it was eatible, it was mush. I'm going to try one more time, I read that you should only can the pints for 55 min instead of 90. We'll see how that works out. I'm really considering freezing. I'm still praying for a miracle of a 1/2 a hog and a deep freezer, although I won't hold my breath, there is more things that I could be fortuante to have than that.
I've been kicked off of nights, it is horrible there, I don't like it one bit. Although I don't like days so much anymore either. I just want this nightmare to be over, although I'm looking for the patients and strength to keep moving forward while Duck finishes one more semester of school. That will leave only one more year until he would get his degree. The worst part is I feel like I'm doing all of this for nothing, I'm not going to be there much longer. Duck will have to find something suitable to make enough to keep us afloat while he finishes school. We are going to have to work things out for Sunshine to go to school, Pre-school is not a option since he is potty trained.
Okay I need to run, I have to be a work in less than 12 hours and I have done no chores, laundry or sleep.
me.
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